abject desolation comes with silence
watched by frozen numbers burned into the wall in
blinding angry highlighter red–
my mind sounds them out carefully
seven zero zero
a cadence to march down the aisle while
carrying discount donuts and diet coke in hand, surrounded by
unfeeling racks of bread or wine or who knows what
neon signs screaming
ten percent off and half price and low cost
half my mind tells me it’s evening
half my mind tells me it’s morning
or maybe it doesn’t matter anyways–
time doesn’t really exist when
days are bleeding into weeks and months and
years under a sickly fluorescent light
even if it did matter if it was night or day
what difference would it make?
the aisle will still be illuminated by blighted lights
the clock will still be staring with bloodshot eyes
and i will still be standing in the barrens of an empty supermarket